February 2012
Me and Brandi are terrible people haha. We have this HUGE fucking secret and oh my if anyone ever found out our lives would be so fucked it wouldn’t even be funny. Oh well I guess. We both want this more then anything and as we all know I get what I want. Lmao this weekend should be fucking amazing to say the least. I’m so excited for this all to go down. I can’t believe...
Today was good. It was nice going back to school. I missed my friends. I had a talk with Veith today about whats going on with me and my drug usage. I hate talking to him about that stuff, I hate disappointing him. But anyways I’m glad I’m not sick anymore.
Havent been at school in days. Having bronchitis is hell. But hey at least I get a 5 day weekend.(: I miss my friends though. Brandi’s been calling me every single day to see how I’ve been. She’s such a sweetheart. I just hope I get over this sickness soon. I don’t wanna feel like this anymore.): But hey maybe I can finally quit smoking cigs because I’ve only been...
Rey just came and visited me. I needed that. We’ve been getting really distant lately and it was nice to spend some time with him.
Rey-“So tell me what’s been going on. I’ve been seeing you in the halls and you haven’t been looking so great.”
Me-“I know and everything.”
Rey-“Is it the whole Mike and Ester thing?”
Me-“That has to...
Me-“My nigga I’m faded, faded, faded.”
Paul-“My nigga I’m rollin rollin rollin.”
Me-“I just fell in love with you.”
Paul-“Thank you!”
Me-“You’re very welcome.”
-Walking around the gym and Paul and I walk near the basketball hoop.”
Angelo-“Hey watch out for the lady now.”
-I smile at him.-
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Even though Valentines day sucks I had a pretty alright day. Everyone was so depressed today and it sucked seeing it. I got a flower from Brandi and the card said “Smile Ashley, you’re beautiful. I love you.- Brandi(:” it was really cute. I love that girl to death. She’s been such a good friend to me, especially with everything I’ve been going through lately. But...
Fuck, I haven’t had an urge to party this bad in a while. I wanna get black out drunk and slowly kill myself as all self destructing teenagers should.
-Walking down hallway at school-
Me-“I go hard in that mother fucking paint nigga.”
Hunter-“Leave you stanking nigga!’”
Me-“Yeah, thats wassup.” Mrs. Murphy-“Hey now.”
Me-“My bad.”
Kayla-“Hey now, hey now, this is what dreams are made of.”
Me-“Omg I love you.” ...
You know what I’m getting really sick of. People constantly reminding me how short I am. Like I haven’t known that bro. I get dozens of people a day telling me things like
Short people short fuse
You could suck my dick standing up
Man doesn’t your neck hurt from always looking up
You’re so short!
Seriously shit gets old. -__-
My new favorite thing to do? Driving on the penisula smoking weed and blasting T.I.
Mhm, this is seriously what my weekend consisted of.
sometimes i wish i could rewind time, and do...
